'Remind Me Again Why I Need A Man

A friend, lent me this book and asking me to read. Nice title... i thought it is just like other novel..but after completed reading it, I'm definitely inspired.. :D It's a bout a lady who has everything but still single at the age of 35! An interesting quotation taken from the book

"A metaphysical word to describe what u r going through- 'chemicalization' i.e. when the universe sends u something awful, the converse is only around the corner which is the beautiful counter balance to what you're going through"

Hmmm.. i wish the 'beautiful thing' 4 me just around the corner! ;:D


p/s: nurul, nanti aku pulangkan buku ko ni thru syahrin ye ;)

Peringatan untuk semua

Aku terkejut dapat email dari kawan aku, yus... ngerinya bila baca email die...and i would like to share her experience....

"Aku kena ragut la wei tadi...ngeri gile.. bag aku yang pnuh ngan semua barang - cash dalam 400 laa.. aku cam tak ingat sanagt sebab aku suke letak extra reserve cash kat celah2 zip gak... ada la lagi 2 3 ratus extra kat celah2 kot... hp (dulu aku beli RM1300), cards, lesen, IC, pendrive semua precedents and keje2 assignments, ada gelang, makeup2 yg aku selalu pakai, perfume semua hilang....ada docs2 yang penting pun dalam tu....

ni aku baru balik dari klinik scan baby..baby ok...alhamdulillah..kul 6 tadi...aku nakg makan ngan Jef...tapi dia turun nak jupe org sat...park kat hujung kedai area damansara perdana...dah lock kereta...aku baca article sambil tunggu Jef.. aku adala main handphone sat, aku ada nampak org lalu2 tgk2 kan tapi aku tak suspect apa2...pastu tetiba cermin kete belah aku kana bang kuat gile..sebab bunyi kuat gile aku ingat cam ada kete rempuh aku je... cermin terus pecah pastu ada 2 orang grab bag aku...aku pegang bag tu tarik, then dia ada pegang mcm screwdriver cucuk dada aku...nasib baik aku sempat elak ke belakang kalau tak dada aku dah kena cucuk...berdarah gakla dada aku tapinye.. tapi tak dalam sebab tangan dia tak sampai... darah banyak gak sebab kulit cam tertanggal kena hujung bende tu...dah aku rase sakit aku lepas je la bag aku...lari ah diorang ngan bag aku... jahat gile...tangan kaki aku kena serpihan kaca calar2 banyak gak darah2 la... bibir aku pun macam pecah sikit kena kaca...

Orang takde kat situ time tu...bile org datang drg dah blah... tudung aku semua tercabut sampai ke luar... rase nak tercabut jantung aku... teruk betul experience... cermin honda aku kan tebal jadi masa dia ketuk tu bunyi kuat gile mcm accident teruk, ko imagine la aku tgk baca tak expect memang terkejut gile...... memang tak selamat la dunia ni sekarang...dangerous la wei kalau sorang2 bawak kete sekarang...dulu selalu denga cite je rase cam takkan jadi kat diri sendirik tapi bila kena mcm trauma.... ye la walaupun dah lock kete pun bole gak nak kena ...bayangkanla, aku bkannye careless kan aku duk dalam kete patut dah safe tapi tak selamat gak... ko pun kena hati2la kalau g mana2..."

Morale of the story - banyak orang jahat kat dunia ni......

Teruja

To describe my feeling right now.. i'm still excited... Teruja.. no wonder people are crazy with this sport... Selalu tgk adik aku gile sgt kat mende alah ni...cam tak paham...pak cik aku yg kat kedah pun sanggup turun semata2 sbb mende alah ni.. pak cik aku kata part yang paling best ialah bunyi ...memang puas betulla... hehehehhe... cuba teka....

Bapak aku, adik lelaki aku, pakcik dan cousin aku memang plan dh nak pi tgk mende alah ni... kebetulan ade extra ticket... my lil' sister memang minat jugak... dia ajak aku teman... memandangkan takde program lain hari ni..aku pun membuang masa la join mereka ini berpesta [bak kata bapak aku.] cuba teka kat mana aku mengabiskan masa utk hari ni...

Clue pertama -majority pakai kaler merah. mula2 ingat nak pakai putih..kunun2 nak sokong hamilton [well, i loves tall, dark, handsome ;)] tapi memandangkan after qualifying round round, and penalised by the authority...hamilton starts petak 9... hmm.. my instinct said,.. i better wear red..hehhehehe

Clue 2 - Dulu memang aku suka team merah sbb ade schumacher... he's superb, legend la... plus.. every press conference... jawapan die sungguh humble...salute la... sekarang pun.. minat merah jugak..tapi ala2.. je la...setakat amik tau..general knowledge..:D

Clue 3 - sure korang boleh agak kan... org...ramai sungguh... majority memang team merah leeeee..memang diorg berpesta..macam2 ragam...seronok betoi tgk org.. hehehhe

tak dapat amik gambar dgn org betul..dgn gambar pun jadi la....:D [kene tangkap gambar jauh2 sbb muka dah berkilat...hehhehe

Masa awal2 sempat posing lagi...ni le cousin aku... sangat suka amik gambar... tapi die ni memang mengalahkan pompuan..pantang nampak cermin..mesti nak betulkan rambut die....:D

Kesimpulannya.. i fall in love with F1... pi sendiri..dengar sendiri bunyi yg bingit itu...tgk sendiri..baru tau apasal org gila sgt dengan F1 :D

Happy Birthday Abang!

Hari ini birthday adik lelaki aku, Daniel. tapi semua org paggil dia 'abang'. Automatically, he's acting like a big brother to all of us... sangat suka berleter dan sangat suka bercakap dan bersembang..he can't stop talking! and he really loves F1. since he'll b going to watch F1 esok dan lusa, theme birthday die kali ini ini definitely F1.hehhehehe

kek ni kecik je..coz mama cakap birthday abang celebrate sorang2...yg hari tu celebrate birthday 3 org sekali sbbb tu dapat kek besar...hehhehehe


Abang bergaya dengan cap, baju dengan mende alah headphone cum radio ..

Yang takde dlm gambar kak ngah kat kangar, dikna kat gombak and me...[camera spoilt takde battery..so kene amik pakai hp je..so..aku le tukang amik gambar ni....:D

Semalam birthday cu[ my mum's little sister] walaupun cu tak baca blog aku...nak wish jugak... Happy Birthday Cu!

Keajaiban Tuhan

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Balasungkawa -Hjh Esah Binti Mohd Nor

From left 2 right : Ngah, Tok, Mama, makcik and Lang..

Nearly a week i couldnt write anything.... i do nothing... My dearest grandmother passed away at 12.15pm on 8th march 2008. Speechless actually. Although we already expected it but still, it is very hard to accept. Syida panggil dia 'Tok'. Tok sebenarnya sakit barah pankreas last stage.she was diagnosed last december after raya haji when she was admitted to the hospital. Dr gave her 6-12 months but she only survived 3 months... betulla cancer tu silent killer...

Tok.. - the youngest child.. married 2 my wan at the age of 14. being a young mother and young grandmother [ she became a grandmother at the age of 40!] she was very understanding dan tersangat la 'cool'. Very impossible for not to love her... we share same interest.. Yes.. she loves handbags, shoes dan suka beli baju..[ i mean kain buat baju kurung, baju kedah... dan tudung :P] She definitely have taste... [semua kawan2 die selalu puji baju2 die and her down to earth answer..ala..baju org bagi..anak cucu bagi....] i remembered when my parents transferred to Kelantan and i was in Kedah tinggal kat asrama..i got 9 baju kurung...hehhehe..half of it were given by her...Dia yg dok suruh arwah wan visited me every weekend and antar kuih atau lauk time bulan posa.. sampai wan dah boring...:D Dia dengan cu dan wan jugak yg jaga kitorg adik beradik bila mama dan abah pi oversea...

Bila abah kene transfer pi Terengganu i stayed with her.. teman die yg dlm edah 4 bulan sbb wan meninggal [arwah wan meninggal 2 days before my spm last paper in 1995] saya blajar masak dan ikut die terawih tiap2 malam... Dok dengan tok dan cu... bila black out kitorang akan tido ramai2 sambil tok bercerita zaman die muda2...time die kawin, time die lari kene kejar anjing mase on the way nak pi kelas.. time die pi mekah dgn wan....

Bila masuk matric.. dah jarang balik kg... tapi setiap kali bagitau nak balik..mesti die tunggu tak kira pukul berap.. dan akan sambut kami kat pintu....dan setiap kali nak balik..mesti die tanya bila nak balik lagi..dan aku akan tersengih sambil jawab tak tau lagi.....

Bila kitorg pindah sabah.. die pi jalan2. Masa pi Sepilok ramai org impressed sebab selamba je die tour Sepilok dgn sandal tumit 2 inci[yes.. she can only walk in 2 inches sandals:D] while all of us were in sport shoes ataupun loafers .. x complaint dan xnampak penat pun... lagi bersemangat adala...

Last year, she joined her friends pi buat umrah.. siap pi Mesir... transit di Bangkok.. steady je tok... Balik je..a few weeks.. we received bad news.. musibah kpd keluarga bila my sis was diagnosed lymphoma.. then affiq warded pasal jantung berlubang... everybody tot that she was shocked and drastically loss weight..sampai la raya haji lepas....

the pic above taken during family bbq raya posa 2007. Initially she refused taking pictures.. sbb die cakap die dah kurus sgt.. x cantik.. but we insisted.. time raya haji die bgtau..baju die bnyk x bleh pakai sbb besar... being ignorant dan takde perasaan i just replied.. takpe..tok makan la..nanti bleh pakai balik baju tu...

kenapa la aku ni bengap sangat dan tak paham2............. suddenly all the memories are coming bak to me now.. and there so many things yg die suruh yg aku x buat....

sometimes..when u know that person is always there..u tend to take it for granted... u doesnt know how much u r going 2 miss her and how closed that person 2 ur heart until she's gone... i still remember the last time she hugged me a day before she died and i regret....that i didnt say 'i love u too tok' for the first and last time...

i'm sorry..i cant continue...........................

buat tok... al fatihah...

Charlie Wilson's War

Memandangkan aku dgn zura peminat Tom Hanks dan Julia Robert, kitorg tgk la citer ni semalam... As usual, their acting are superb. This movie is based from a true story... ade humor and ade drama.... cerita on how the congressman yg x glamer influenced the US govt to give fund to the Afganistan to destroy the Russia.At the end of the day, as usual...it's a story about how US helped Pakistan finanvially to achieve victory against Russia. And the morale of the story... kite kene ade duit utk kalahkan org jahat kat dunia ni...

Jalan-jalan cari Makan kat Bangi

Last Week masa pi kursus kat bangi [aci tak entry pasal last week..hehehhe..peduli hapa aku..blog aku..aku punya suka la.... :P], i visited my ex house mate masa keje kat putrajaya dulu..Lepak 2 dgn die jalan2 cari makan.. :D. Nama die Kartini..tapi semua org panggil Kok.. tapi setengah2 org yg lebih manja panggil die 'Pokok' ..[jgn marah ye kok...aku nak advertise mung ni di blog aku..hehehhe] Sepatutnya, aku lepak dengan sorg lagi ex housemate aku, Ila..unfortunately, Ila out station kat ipoh..... So aku dgn Kok Je la makan kat san Francisco Pizza Bangi...

Ini la Kok. Dia cakap...bleh letak gambar die kat blog aku dengan caption 'Still available but subject to terms and conditions' So..ade sesapa berminat...email me for details ya...[Tapi kok, blog aku pembaca setianya cuma you dan joe je...aku rasa...marketing strategi tak kene la..;)]

We had chicken nachos for starter

I had salmon linguini

Kok makan lamb chop...yang ni sedap gak.. aku suka yg ni dr makanan aku..hehehhehe

Yang ni Ila.. selain memegang status exhouse mate aku... die ni jugak ex schoolmate aku...dan satu uni dgn aku..nasib baik kitorg lain course..kalau sama , ntah2 end up keje tpt sama..hehehhe.. anyway, she's single too.. ;) and gambar ni time adik die kawin dan di 'make up' oleh kok... sapa nak upah kok make up pun bleh tempah gak kat aku..coz aku agent tak bertauliah...kan kok kan...10% utk aku ek....

Higher ~Creed~

When dreaming I'm guided through another world

Time and time again

At sunrise I fight to stay asleep

'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place

'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape

From the life I live when I'm awake

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?

Can you take me higher?

To the place where blind men see

Can you take me higher?

To the place with golden streets

Although I would like our world to change

It helps me to appreciate

Those nights and those dreams

But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights

If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same

The only difference is

To let love replace all our hate

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?

Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time

Up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams

And make them mine

The Atonement

frustrated sbb tak sempat tgk citer ni kat cinema..so download la citer ni kat ares. smlm lepas on call duty [ingat Dr je ke kene 'on call'?so lepas set up govt baru ni..cuba pertimbangkan critical allowance kitorang ni dinaikkan ye ..pak menteri.... :D] Directed by Joe Wright. Keira Knightley and james Mc Avoy are amazing... Bila tgk cerita ni... macam insaf jap...a simple silly misunderstanding can lead to a huge consequences ..irrepairable damage... an enduring love story with sad ending...sob..sob....hmmm... watching this movie,i just discovered that i'm a hopeless romantic person ;)