sometimes, there are something that are better left unsaid....

wah... dah ler tetiba cakap omputih.... panjang plak title tu.... tapi tak kira...
orang lain takkan paham entry aku ni.. nasib korang ler... takde sape suruh korg baca blog aku ni kan....

nak update fb takut org lain baca... update kat sini jelah rintihan hati....


yelah sapa yang tak marah... sapa yang tak sakit hati.. sapa yang tak sedih....akak yg balik lewat setiap malam... bawak balik fail sbb nak abiskan keje on time ... strictly follow due date ... tak pasal2 kene marah sebab lewat... isskkk..

dah ler tu... lagik satu sakit ati.. ni nak share dgn korang yg jadik bos2 ni... lain kali kalau bagi instruction kat org lain... follow up ler dgn org tu... it's unfair to follow up with other person who doesnt know a single thing about your instruction or direction.... walaupun ko tak marah.. tapi bagi akak yg berdedikasi ni... i feel bad... as if i'm not doing that work....

hmmm.. bnyk lagik nak tulis.. tapi kalau tulis banyak2.. takut ter'disclose' yang tak sepatutnya... terpaksa la akak naik turun court pakai sunglasses besar ala artist...


* note to myself* lenkali kene betul2 outline jobscope... supaya tak aniaya org atau pun diri sendiri....

hello uollsss!!!!

welcome back [2 myself]!!!
huiishhh blog sawang lagi usang ni.... hmm... tetiba rasa nak update.... and this is the way i shall begin....



dear diary... [cewahhhh],


saya sangat bz kebelakanagan ini... bukak fail ini.. teringat fail itu... bukan fail itu, teringat pulak fali lagik satu....

ingat nak pi shopping... kasut nine west tu macam memanggil2.. kasut aldo tu macam berdondang sayang.... hand bag 2 tu macam menyanyi sayu memanggil diriku... nasib baik baju saya saya size 'queen size' kalau tak... meroyan lagik bila tgk baju new arrivals di shopping complex.. aduhhh... tapi bila teringat pulak duit balance dlm bank....

ingat nak book air asia.. teringat pulak muka boss bila dia tgk borang cuti...

last sekali saya terpaksa tengok fail yang menimbun atas meja...


alangkah bestnye kalau fail2 yg tinggi ini bertukar menjadi himpunan duit ke... himpunan tkt kapal terbang ke.. himpunan voucer hotel ke...


isskkkk.... terpaksale aku tgk fail aku balik ni...

tolongla aku wahai diariku........................

my life at this moment...........

it has been a loongggggggg time since a drop a few lines here... pretty busy.. if it's not about works.. it's about people at work.. hmm... with keje..keje.. dan keje.... ... nak komplen lebey2 pun tak bleh.. sbb keje.. kalau tak keje.. camne nak dpat duit.. kalau takde duit.. camne nak travel and shopping.. so... duit..duit..duit.. tak de duit pun nangis... nak carik duit pun nangis... keje untuk duit pun nangiss.... tetapi bila ingat yg satu itu... [bukan rukunegara ye.. ] saya tau saya pasti ok.. ye.. saya cuma ingat bahawa.. tuhan takkan meletakkan hambaNya jika Dia tau hambaNya tak mampu..... jadinye.. menangis.. meraung.... keje.. tetap keje..... and this song really reflected my life ....

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

"Face" by Kahlil gibran

"A look which reveals inward stress adds more beauty to the face, no matter how much tragedy and pain it bespeaks; but the face which, in silence, does not announce hidden mysteries is not beautiful regardless of the symmetry of its features. The cup does not entice our lips unless the wine's color is seen through the transparent crystal."

February @ Ipoh

seperti biasa.. apabila ade jemputan kawen.. kami akan bersama2 konvoi untuk memenuhi jemputan.. teman yang akan melangsungkan perkahwinan kali ini ialah Jaja...

Ni gambar Cik Mas yg menonjolkan salah satu dari koleksi kaca hitamnya.. sebelum memulakan perjalanan




muka semua org tak sabaq nak makan setelah memerhatikan make up pengantin.. baju pengantin serta hantaran... huhu... ;)

Pengantin Baru.. miss DPP [ not anymore :P] and mr Insp Sahab

pengantin tgh control ayu

jumpa kawan lama tak jumpa.. linde and Ada

lepas kenduri.. kitorg lepak sambil ketawa mengilai tak ingat dunia @ rumah junny.. and my beloved friends.. managed to surprise me with a birthday cake!.. i'm touched.. thanks.. love it.. muahhh... and i heard the cake was sponsored by tn pengerusi.. so thank u to tn pengerusi dan isteri.... terima kasih kepada joe.. mas.. lailah.. junny and aunty tn rumah.... tn depan buat lagik ek.. tapi bagi le hadiah huhu

tetiba cik jalwa datang nak tiup cake sekali

2 assistants yg bertungkus lumus.. thanx a lotttttttttttttt

Joe excited nak letak lilin.. nasib baik tn pengerusi tak expert amik gambar.. so.. tak nampak brp btg lilin kat kek tu kan..;)

elis, me , jalwa and joe

Mas.. tetiba sebelah aku.. tak sabaq nak makan kek atau geram jalwa gagl menghembus lilin tu..:P

sekali lagi.. 2 org kuat memotong cake dan membahagikan kek itu.. sambil cik lalilah hanya memerhati je.. nervous kott.. ;)

Selepas acara di rumah junny.. kami membuat lawatan ke rumah besar, baru dan cantik salah seorg class mate.. Doi..

dengan meriahnya mereka menjamu laksa, bubur gandum dan goreng pisang yang sangat sedap.... katanya ade satu pasembor mengancam gile.. tapi x sempat.. dont worry.. kitorg akan dtg lagik..huhu

joe, lailah, norly, mas, jalwa, junny, elis and me

setelah itu..kami pun pulang.. tapi kami telah singgah makan di Kota damansara.. oleh kerana pn junny telah gantung periuknya.. maka,, die dengan murah hati belanja kami makan..

sekian shj cerita jalan sambil makan ke Ipoh pada bulan February... mmg best sungguh jadi "syida".. ada kawan2 yg best... pi jejalan ramai2 dgn kawan2 yg best.. dan makan dengan kawan2 yang best... semuanya besttttttt

Gaza

Saat kita bergembira melihat bunga api.. ada pihak yang menangis dan berlari ketakutan melihat percikan api...

Saat kita memandang tenang awan biru, ada pihak memandang lesu awan kelabu....
Hanya doa dan harapan untuk saudara seagama di Gaza......

"syida"

When a few friends once told me.. how lucky to be a person named M^*syid@,
i feel nothing.. may be at that point of time.. i look at those who r better than me..


But...

after i looked at ppl in rural area,
after i looked at Somalians,
after i saw on tv... what happened in Gaza..


i realized that...

i am blessed....


selalu cukup makan [kadang2 terlebih makan pun ye gak..]

ade keje dan ade duit [walaupun selalu komplen duit tak cukup...]

ade family dan kawan2 yg susah senang sama2.. [walaupun tak semua... but i know they love me.. ;)

and the most important thing is that .. i have a good health 2 enjoy life.. yg penting.. i'm happy..


so.. happy birthday syida....