my life at this moment...........

it has been a loongggggggg time since a drop a few lines here... pretty busy.. if it's not about works.. it's about people at work.. hmm... with keje..keje.. dan keje.... ... nak komplen lebey2 pun tak bleh.. sbb keje.. kalau tak keje.. camne nak dpat duit.. kalau takde duit.. camne nak travel and shopping.. so... duit..duit..duit.. tak de duit pun nangis... nak carik duit pun nangis... keje untuk duit pun nangiss.... tetapi bila ingat yg satu itu... [bukan rukunegara ye.. ] saya tau saya pasti ok.. ye.. saya cuma ingat bahawa.. tuhan takkan meletakkan hambaNya jika Dia tau hambaNya tak mampu..... jadinye.. menangis.. meraung.... keje.. tetap keje..... and this song really reflected my life ....

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

"Face" by Kahlil gibran

"A look which reveals inward stress adds more beauty to the face, no matter how much tragedy and pain it bespeaks; but the face which, in silence, does not announce hidden mysteries is not beautiful regardless of the symmetry of its features. The cup does not entice our lips unless the wine's color is seen through the transparent crystal."

February @ Ipoh

seperti biasa.. apabila ade jemputan kawen.. kami akan bersama2 konvoi untuk memenuhi jemputan.. teman yang akan melangsungkan perkahwinan kali ini ialah Jaja...

Ni gambar Cik Mas yg menonjolkan salah satu dari koleksi kaca hitamnya.. sebelum memulakan perjalanan




muka semua org tak sabaq nak makan setelah memerhatikan make up pengantin.. baju pengantin serta hantaran... huhu... ;)

Pengantin Baru.. miss DPP [ not anymore :P] and mr Insp Sahab

pengantin tgh control ayu

jumpa kawan lama tak jumpa.. linde and Ada

lepas kenduri.. kitorg lepak sambil ketawa mengilai tak ingat dunia @ rumah junny.. and my beloved friends.. managed to surprise me with a birthday cake!.. i'm touched.. thanks.. love it.. muahhh... and i heard the cake was sponsored by tn pengerusi.. so thank u to tn pengerusi dan isteri.... terima kasih kepada joe.. mas.. lailah.. junny and aunty tn rumah.... tn depan buat lagik ek.. tapi bagi le hadiah huhu

tetiba cik jalwa datang nak tiup cake sekali

2 assistants yg bertungkus lumus.. thanx a lotttttttttttttt

Joe excited nak letak lilin.. nasib baik tn pengerusi tak expert amik gambar.. so.. tak nampak brp btg lilin kat kek tu kan..;)

elis, me , jalwa and joe

Mas.. tetiba sebelah aku.. tak sabaq nak makan kek atau geram jalwa gagl menghembus lilin tu..:P

sekali lagi.. 2 org kuat memotong cake dan membahagikan kek itu.. sambil cik lalilah hanya memerhati je.. nervous kott.. ;)

Selepas acara di rumah junny.. kami membuat lawatan ke rumah besar, baru dan cantik salah seorg class mate.. Doi..

dengan meriahnya mereka menjamu laksa, bubur gandum dan goreng pisang yang sangat sedap.... katanya ade satu pasembor mengancam gile.. tapi x sempat.. dont worry.. kitorg akan dtg lagik..huhu

joe, lailah, norly, mas, jalwa, junny, elis and me

setelah itu..kami pun pulang.. tapi kami telah singgah makan di Kota damansara.. oleh kerana pn junny telah gantung periuknya.. maka,, die dengan murah hati belanja kami makan..

sekian shj cerita jalan sambil makan ke Ipoh pada bulan February... mmg best sungguh jadi "syida".. ada kawan2 yg best... pi jejalan ramai2 dgn kawan2 yg best.. dan makan dengan kawan2 yang best... semuanya besttttttt

Gaza

Saat kita bergembira melihat bunga api.. ada pihak yang menangis dan berlari ketakutan melihat percikan api...

Saat kita memandang tenang awan biru, ada pihak memandang lesu awan kelabu....
Hanya doa dan harapan untuk saudara seagama di Gaza......

"syida"

When a few friends once told me.. how lucky to be a person named M^*syid@,
i feel nothing.. may be at that point of time.. i look at those who r better than me..


But...

after i looked at ppl in rural area,
after i looked at Somalians,
after i saw on tv... what happened in Gaza..


i realized that...

i am blessed....


selalu cukup makan [kadang2 terlebih makan pun ye gak..]

ade keje dan ade duit [walaupun selalu komplen duit tak cukup...]

ade family dan kawan2 yg susah senang sama2.. [walaupun tak semua... but i know they love me.. ;)

and the most important thing is that .. i have a good health 2 enjoy life.. yg penting.. i'm happy..


so.. happy birthday syida....

Png-Medan-Parapat-Danau Toba-Simarjunjung- Brastagi Day 2

Entry ni nak letak gambaq je.. malas nak cerita...

Permandangan waktu pagi yang sangat cantik dan sangat sejukk...

lepas breakfast.. naik bot ke pulau Samosir

Permandangan dr bot.. nampak chalet tpt kami bermalam..

Gambaq kat pulau Samosir tak sempat amik coz we're only given 1 hour for tour plus shopping...[mana sempat maaa... ]

Ni gambaq bot yang kami naik time balik ke tanah daratan.. tingkat bawah penuh dgn ikan..... tingkat atas utk org.. diorg pasang lagu dangdut.. lagu pop ballad pun di dangdutkan,, gerek seeyyyy

Lepas tu kitorg proceed ke tpt air terjun Sipiso-piso...

On the way, singgah la satu tpt namanya Simarjunjung.. [mcm r&R kat hiway kite le] and we tried their own version of ginger tea..

and guess what.. it's not a tea at all... the drink contains og these ramuan... kak ngah kata rasanya mcm sup gear box... i only drank 1/10 of the cup... hehehe

Sampai je kat air terjun sipiso-piso ... semua org senyap.. Subhanallah.. cantiknya..... it's an indonesian version of Niagara Falls..

Air terjun Sipiso-piso mengalir ke Danau Toba....

We r lucky... cuaca cantik.. kalau nasib tak baik... permandangan berkabus...

Ini gambar kami di Pasar buah di Brastagi.. kami sambung shopping lagi.. and a few things r much cheaper here ;)

kami beli sedikit shj buah.. kami shpg barang lain.. huhu

this place reminds me of gaya street.. tamu di kota belud... interesting....

Selepas itu. kami meneruskan perjalanan pulang ke medan.. kepada sesiapa yg pergi ke medan lebih lama, anda patut tidur semalam di Brastagi..

see ya next entry

Png-Medan-Parapat-Danau Toba-Simarjunjung-Brastagi Day2

Day 2 - we started our journey with shopping... huhuhu... tapi kalau org tanya.. best tak Medan.. hhmm.. my answer is that.. Medan is a beautiful place for sight seeing [provided that u pegi danau Toba] for shopping... hmm u better go to bandung or Jakarta... much cheaper and more choices... even kalau tanya org Medan yg berniaga pun.. diorg kata.. barang tu asal dr bandung or Jawa.. so they can't reduce much.. plus.. in Medan u need to have bargaining skill.. otherwise sakit jiwa....

On our way to shopping place nampak this old building.. mcm kene tinggal.. rupa2nya ini bangunan legal Aid / BBG diorg....

Semua org bz shopping.. btw.. masa kitorg sibuk shpg.. ketua rombongan yg tertinggal kat penang baru sampai.. so bila kitorg habis shopping.. terpaksa tunggu dia...

After shopping... we have lunch @ Hotel Antara [x ingat the exact name..] makanan dia biasa2 je..... walaupun begitu.. makanan tetap habis... semuanya kerana penat tawar menawar dan shopping..

Perjalanan ke Parapat, Danau Toba sgt meletihkan.. jalan sgt teruk ok.. if u think the road in rural of sabah is bad... this is worse.. jadi bersyukur la di bumi sendiri ya,,..

Bila sampai je kat hotel danau Toba.. semua penat hilang... hotel agak tua tapi permandangannya sangat indah... dan sangat sejukkkk.. worth going la..

Ini adalah permandangan dr bilik.. yg anda nampak adalah jeti untuk feri ke pulau samosir... kalau mereka buat tpt ini cantik2 .. pasti tpt ini akan jadi seperti tpt peranginan di Eropah.. [Betul.. tak tipu.. di sini juga la k.ngah nampak kedai bernama Mak Donald... instead of Mc Donald..]

Sekian sahaja cerita saya kali ini....

UnderWorld and Bride Wars

Normally when mummy and daddy got invitation from certain individuals, it means function itu akan extend to 2am or even up to 3 am. And for this function, since it is held on saturday night, it is possible to be extended much later than that. Due to that fact... my parents need a driver.. Who's the driver? Definitely my bro.. [ driver tetap yang disediakan accomodation and countless meals daily... :P] When my brother need to be a driver.... of course he need company.. so else? my sister and i la.. of course....

Since we're talking about so much time in hand.. we decided to watch movie after Pavilion tutup..huhuhu.. [ the trick is that.. habiskan masa di shpg complex sampai tutup.. lepak di food court atau restoran.. since kite tgh boycott starbuck... :( and then bila shpg complex tutup.. baru pi tgk wayang..

Bila takde plan nak tengok wayang tetapi tetiba pi tgk wayang [pada malam minggu] of course tak banyak cerita yg seats are still available... so tengok je la apa yang ade..

Kitorg tgk this movie... Underworld : rise of the Lycan.. kalau sesaja pi tgk wayang.. rasanya aku tak tgk la citer2 mcm ni... heheh.. setakat ganas2 bunuh org.. dengan segala binatang.... issshhh.. in addition this is underworld 3.. yang underworld 1 and 2 pun tak penah tgk walaupun astro dok ulang 2-3 kali... tapi surprisingly the story line is interesting... about the lycan [warewolf] and the vampire... may be sbb dia ade selit citer ala2 romeo and juliet.. i.e. love story between the vampire and the warewolf.. cinematography and other aspect in this movie hmm.. average kot.. :D.. yg penting.. it keeps me awake until the end ;)

this is one of the movie that i've been waiting for.. hehehhe.. luckily we're the last who purchased the tickets... intersting.. seperti biasa.. anne hathaway is adorable... kate hudson is amazing... their co-actors baru kot.. cerita pasal 2 best buddies yg ada the same dream abt how their wedding would be... the wedding planner is the storyteller.. cerita dia ala2 kiut-kiut gitu... ok la...

hmm... walaupun.. kitorg abis tgk wayang kul 2.15am.. round kl.. picnic dlm keta.. function yg my parents attend still tak habis lagik... aiiyyoooo.... until 3.30 am ok... aiiyoo..kalahkan budak2 clubbing.... seriously..... may be nest time when they have function.. kitorg plak lepak kat hard rock layan live band.. huhu.. rasanya bleh lepas tak.... :)

p/s: joe and you .. ko nak join aku takk...huhuhu

Png-Medan-Parapat-Danau Toba-Simarjunjung-Brastagi ~Day 1

Hari pertama pengembaraan menjejak kebudayaan org Batak [kononnya], dimulakan dgn penerbangan ke penang...oleh kerana nak murah punya pasal... kite hanya mampu naik firefly penerbangan awal pagi... oleh itu terpaksa la mengerah tenaga polis pencen untuk hantar kami ke airport.. nasib baik subang airport haya sepelaung dr rumah ku...huhu

Ini gambar abang [my bro] tgh buat iklan percuma untk firefly..[ sebenarnye aku tau dlm hati die tgh takut dgn air pocket.. firefly kan naik fokker je...huhuhu]



Ini adalah permandangan burung2 apabila mereka nampak airport penang... kami terpaksa berlegar2 di udara lebih kurang 15 minit kerana ada kesesakan.. [oleh kerana takde traffic light... kapal terbang lain bleh landed dulu.. kami kene tunggu turn... may be pilot ni lupa amik nombor kott]:P

Satu perkara yg tak best pasal png airport adalah : walaupun ianya international airport.. ia tida kaunter simpan barang.....isshhhhh spoilt sungguhh.. untuk mengabiskan masa kami di queens bay.. kami terpaksa mengangkut bag2 kami.. tak glamer sungguh.... semuanya pasal airport penang la niiiiii

Apabila ahli rombongan dah cukup, 9 org kesemuanya termasuk aku... kami pun dgn x sabarnya check in ramai2.. MALANGNYA, ketua rombongan i.e. org yg menguruskan segala-galanya terpaksa di tinggalkan di Penang kerana passportnya akan tamat lg 1 bulan ... duuhhh.. MAKA, ahli rombongan [yg tak tau apa2 dan hujung pangkal kecuali menghulurkan duit untk bayaran apabila diminta] pun meneruskan perjalanan tanpa ketua rombongan.

Ni lah rupa 3 beradik yg excited nak mengabiskan duit.... setelah habis berpura-pura sedih kerana ketiadaan ketua rombongan...

Muka-muka ahli rombongan yang tak sabar2 nak menjelajah sambil menabur duit sambil buat iklan free untuk syarikat penerbangan murah

Kak ngah dan house mate nya Juli amat gembira di restoran nasi padang [aku lupa apa nama restoran ni] walaupun dgn hanya air kosong...

Semua ahli rombongan dgn muka toya sambil menunggu hidangan makan malam....Nasib baik makanan tak sampai lagik.. korang rasa.. kalau makanan dh sampai.. ade masa nak snap gambar segala bagai???? huhu

Gambar aku seperti biasa mesti terlentok liukk.. aku ingat aku sorg je.. rupanya ade gak org lain amik gambar mcm ni...huhu

Aku dan adikku di lobi hotel sementara tunggu check in....





Kak ngah dan abang [nampaknya abang dah tak mampu menipu dengan senyumannya....] sambil ahli rombongan yang lain tengah berbincang untuk aturcara esok...]





Sekian sahaja laporan daripada Garuda Plaza Hotel Medan untuk 09.01.09....

28.01.09

The date above is not significant to be remebered. My boss is not around.. i dont have any case except 5 minutes to give next date for her cases.. She did gave me work to draft but my 1 week computer has no microsoft words [ they just pasang the pc without installing the software.. duuhhh...] i havent prepare the profile for next week cases because my clerk still preparing the files.. it's not that i dont have work to do.. but everything is impossible to do now.. the only thing that i can do now is blogging...hmm.. but i'm to lazy to upload the pic..hehehe..

so.. whether today is a productive day day for me...hmm... absolutely nope.... whether it is my fault.... ABSOLUTELY NOOOOO..hehehe.. bukan aku xnak buat keje.. tapi tak leh nak buat la ni..iissshhhh..

Png-Medan-Parapat-Danau Toba-Simarjunjung-Brastagi part1

Arakian kisahnya bermula apabila ku menerima sms daripada adinda dr Indera Kayangan

"Kitorang nak pi Medan.. rm220 je...return from penang.. nak join tak?"

Tanpa berpikir panjang [jgn kan pjg..pendek pun aku tak pikir] aku terus reply

"count me in.. ajak abg sekali"

Hmmmm... main redah je.. tanpa perlu bertanya bila.. brp hari.. bagaimana.. dgn siapa.... uiisshhh...

Sepurnama selepas itu.. barula aku dapat particulars percutian ad hoc aku... kira orait je...

Namun.. langit yg cerah... akan mendng juga.. kerana ,,walaupun tak hujan.. mungkin juga akan gerhana...semuanya gara2 aku dapat surat tukar bbrp bulan slps itu......puas jugak aku menanya semua org... bleh cuti ke tidak..kalau tak bleh.. burn la tkt aku ni.. nasib baik hotel and tour tak byr lagikkk... nasib baik k. yam kat admin kata dont worry puan.. pi la bercuti.. p[n KUP je... malah diyakinkan dgn sms syahrin... ku gagahi langkahku menghadap bos baru ku....[setelah bergelen2 doa ku baca dan ku hembus kiri kanan atas dan bawah tanpa ku sedar ade air liur yg terenjis sama]

"YA, is it possible for me to take leave this friday and next monday... but if it's not possible.. i do understand..."

"y u want to take leave.. u've just come here" [dengan tenungan tajam menusuk kalbu]

"eerrkk.... actually i plan for this trip few months ago...it's ok YA if it's not possible..."[dgn muka toye]

"hmmm.. since u've planned this trip... u can take ur leave.. pls forward ur leave application and i'll sign it"

dgn muka gembira yg tak dpt tertahan..aku memberikan senyuman paling manis buat bos ku.....


Keesokannya...

Setelah pelbagai incidents dan berbakul2 nasihat[ayat baik untuk marah] yang aku terima,,

"cik ***syida, pls arrange the new officers to come tomorrow @ 2.30"

Dalam hati...[ org tua ni dh l;upa ka aku nak cuti jumaat ni.. dh la...brg cuti aku dia tak sign lagikkk.. isshh haru punya kes ni....]

"YA, i'll be on leave YA, this is my leave application" [sambil hembus kiri kanan,, jgn la dia tukaq pikiran plak..]

"ya..ya.. let me sign... have a nice holiday...."


Fuhhh lega.....[itulah nafas kelegaan aku sejak seminggu aku keje dgn dia...]
thanx boss!!!

Happy Birthday Mama, Happy Belated Birthday kak Ngah

testing

it's my first time blogging fr my hp. still exploring what this gadget can do. surfing and navigating.. wil update soon, gtg now, nk p é curve 2 celebrate my mum's birthday. ciao